I went for a 2 hour walk with a girlfriend, it was mentally relaxing and physically tiring. I like the dark, and the solitude. I was sharing with her how I look at pics at about 14 lbs lighter and thought that I looked fine. She said that when we first were taking class she was jealous at how skinny I was. Of course, when I was at that weight, I was still thinking about how fat I was. Mental perception of oneself is so subjective.
I'm tired, but I'm glad for the walking and talking. Friends are awesome, invest in them.