May 19th, 2014

I like pretty things

(no subject)

So yesterday I went to a friend's party, knowing that someone that I used to have a complicated relationship with was there.

I'm the kind of person who prefers clean cuts. And it meant that I've avoided parties that involved a particular circle of friends, and it sucked because I really like those people.

So I went to the party, because time has passed. And pregnancy makes me confident in weird ways. For example, I am more happy with my body now. I've worn bikinis repeatedly and I feel good in them. It's because normally I have a food belly. But now I'm allowed to have a belly. So I rock that belly.

Anyways, it wasn't awkward. Okay maybe a little awkward. But it helped having Andy there and then the awkwardness slowly dissipate.

So yay! I can go to parties in that social circle now!