August 8th, 2014

I like pretty things

40 weeks 2 days

Had my midwife visit yesterday. My bp was 140/90 which is pre-e level. However she took it while I was lying down and it was 108/64. So she just wants me to take it easy.

3.5 cm dilated, 80% effaced. Baby is still in station -2.

My mood goes from resignation and zen like to frustration and crying.

I want to punch people that ask me when I'm due or how I'm feeling.

My main goal each day is to occupy my mind. We saw guardians of the galaxy and I loved that movie. Trying to watch more netflix.

Uchi cat has been more attentive lately and snugly.

Andy husband has been doing amazing and he's super supportive. I couldn't ask for a better partner.

I like pretty things

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I started crying today because someone asked me how I was doing. I started with my usual snarky response or blowing them off. And then she persisted so I actually told her how I felt. Then I started crying.

And Andy waved the pictures of bunnies that he drew for me. "Look at these bunnies! Look at these bunnies!" And it made me smile.

It was his gift for me today.