One thing I'm struggling with is my inclination to focus on negative stuff. It got pretty bad lately. I had clients that loved my work, posted my slideshow on facebook and lots of nice things were said, like "Best wedding photos!" "Made me cry again", and instead I spent that day being upset about something. I don't even remember what now.
If 99 things happen that are great and 1 bad thing happen, I devote most of my mental energy on the bad thing. This has to stop.
Last weekend I shot a wedding and man a photobooth. Oh, manning the photobooth was $100 for 4 hours, and I also did 30 minute game testing for Zynga for $75.
Basically, I'm very easily bribable now. I don't actively look for gigs, but if they find me, I don't say no to easy money.
I went to a bbq and poker game last night. I didn't want to gamble money since I just paid $45 for an iPhone case and $31 for pet supplies, and so Andy gave me $10 to gamble. So I played that money and turned it into $26! It was so fun. I gave Andy $11 and I got $15!
Actually counting money is kinda fun. I think I have always been cheap in some ways. Now I've a good reason to be cheap.
Also went to Burning Flipside this weekend. Enjoyed recharging with the hippies. The burn was the most beautiful I've seen, including at Burning Man. It was an arch-shape, and I wasn't super impressed with it when I first saw it. But then it burned amazingly. The flames went inside and then out, and it looked like a Stargate. It was insane. The fireworks were insane.
The effigy was gigantic, as usual. There was a slide? I didn't get to get on it. From Steve Hopson: