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Well election night was one of the worst nights of my life. It felt exactly like a breakup. I couldn't sleep, I woke up at 3 am and stayed up till 5 am going through facebook. Finding out that Hillary conceded.

I was so sad and nervous and shaking at points.

Now, two days later, I'm much better. I've gone through all the stages of grief, and am mostly at the acceptance stage. So actaully it was less bad then a break up, since those usually take longer.

There is still anger and sadness occasionally though, but it's okay. My family will make a bubble where we take care of each other.

Last night, at book club, I was actually pretty touched when I saw white girls be super sad and mourning and questioning whether they should've done more. And it gave me faith in the younger generation. We're going to be okay because they are okay.

Slowly, we will outbreed hate.


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Nov. 10th, 2016 11:28 pm (UTC)

I'm not at acceptance. Last night, I thought I was, but it turned out I was just exhausted (also couldn't sleep at all election night). Now that I've slept, I'm back to scared although also mixed in with anger. I don't know that we're going to be okay. There is something deeply wrong with a lot more white Americans than I realized, and it turns out that hate trumps love. And while there is a small measure of comfort in the fact that more people did actually vote for Hillary, unfortunately that means nothing in the face of the fact that Republicans functionally control all three branches of government.

Nov. 10th, 2016 11:33 pm (UTC)
Yes it's pretty horrible. I try not to think about it. But just have to hope that people turnout for the mid terms, and then we oust him in 4 years.

Also, that our democratic senators do their freaking job and block a lot of the horrible bills.
Nov. 20th, 2016 09:11 am (UTC)
I woke up at 7.00am GMT time and heard the result
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