i felt depressed a few times today.
at one point, i was lying on a puddle on the floor. and i made myself go outside and lie on the hammock. and then i facetimed james f, who thankfully answered.
his cheerful face made me feel better, his ballet company would've layed him off in the summer anyways (totes normal ballet company procedure, they lay off their company memmbers, and then give them a contract again in the fall. it's dumb.)
and he cheered me up.
I think i need projects or something. I mean yeah there's ballroom, it's ongoing, but it also reminds me of things I'm missing.